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03 Jan, 21:27

And I can't see why we should continue.

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16 Dec, 21:43

I did not need to say anything to anyone. No last words.

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ردپای آبی

16 Dec, 21:42

I felt him slipping away.
Maybe it's all in my head. But still, it may as well be true.
I've felt it before.
Drugs lift him up and my absence begins to lose importance. The hollow feeling of not being enough, not being able to be there at 2 a.m. to hold them as they lose all sense of self. Instead, the "friends" that are present, make my presence seem...unnecessary. And yet, I can't ask them to be sober. To stay sober.

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ردپای آبی

13 Dec, 17:42

It's like an itch inside your ear. The urge to die, that is.

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ردپای آبی

10 Dec, 21:19

Like a terminally ill cancer patient, I strive to live out my days as comefortably as possible.

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ردپای آبی

10 Dec, 21:18

I don't know if I'll ever "want" anything anymore.

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28 Nov, 14:16

I wish my drunken hours were more than what they are now.

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ردپای آبی

28 Nov, 14:14

The more you think about it, the harder it will be to do it.
It's modern and rationalized procrastination.

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ردپای آبی

25 Nov, 19:15

Your distractions should be stronger than your worries and fears.
That's why addiction exist.

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ردپای آبی

25 Nov, 19:11

There are words of mine you'll never hear; and that is fine. Not all items in a museum are meant to be seen.

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ردپای آبی

25 Nov, 19:09

It's not about how long you repeat it, how many times or how consistant you are; as long as you don't see it as a chore, a must, you'll stick to it. You'll have it as a habit.

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ردپای آبی

25 Nov, 19:07

We've all had "last times" without knowing it was going to be the last time.

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ردپای آبی

05 Jul, 21:05

I burst into tears.
I felt it all, at once. The weight of the world that I had to create, on my own. The weight of the world in which I did not belong. The weight of the realization that I was entirely alone, in any and all endeavours that I'll do.
I've always been alone. Now, the lonliness finally caught up.

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ردپای آبی

05 Jul, 16:59

Why, should they be free in their choices,
And why, should we pay with blood for ours?

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ردپای آبی

02 Jul, 20:56

نه راه پیش دارم، نه راه پس.

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ردپای آبی

28 Jun, 20:09

You see, I'd have to throw away so much. Even so, I keep asking myself, should I hold onto possible gold amidst a sea of shit, or should I seek a pebble, amidst a sea of water?
Either way, drowning is inevitable.

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