Muborak Zakyrqyzy 🇺🇿🇺🇸

I've been thinking about writing a post on a specific topic. Then I wanted to write about binational children, which has been a long-time passion of mine. Children of parents of two different nationalities may easily speak two languages, are aware of two different cultures, and if they move to another country, they will learn a third language and culture. Why did I reach this conclusion?!

For example, I am in the same circumstance, my father is Uzbek and my mother is Kazakh. Most of the Central Asian students in the primary school I tutor are like this.
Children are growing up in households of Uzbek-Kazakh, Kyrgyz-Kazakh, and Russian-Turkish, American-Georgian nationalities. I can say one thing for certain, these kids are extremely intelligent, broad-minded, creative, and can speak at least four languages.

I have always admired them. Because I believe that, these gifted talents will benefit them much in the future.

Let’s talk…
How was your weekend?

Recently, I've been less active on social media. I have been putting more effort into studying, hobbies, and getting to know myself better. The journey has given me a deep sense of inner peace that is greater than any happiness I've ever felt. I moved to a new house with my best friend Iroda and made it a point to surround myself with positive friends, supportive environment.
I can focus on myself more in this space because there are no people around to distract me.At the same time that I'm becoming more mature and my self-esteem is rising, also setting higher standards for myself. This is a very interesting process for me. Analyzing every phase of my life is helping a lot.

So, how are your work and studies going? How are the test scores and the application process?

In the last six months, I’ve found a peace in my heart that I’ve never felt before. I’ve begun to truly love and accept myself, surrounding myself only with people who make me feel comfortable. I’m deeply grateful to everyone who has helped me along this journey. This peace is so profound that nothing can disturb it.

There’s always a void in a person's heart that no one else can fill. No other person can complete this gap, only through conversations with yourself can you gradually fill it. You might need to spend some time alone, which might seem painful at first, but it’s not. Every day, as you become more satisfied with yourself, you stop paying attention to those who think and gossip about you. Your self-love grows, your standards rise, and you begin to set new priorities. Your behavior changes and your self-respect increases. You realize you’re not obliged to do anything for anyone except Allah and your parents. The most important thing is that you find peace of mind and gradually feel yourself maturing.

"A girl can't be friends with another girl!"
I've heard this a lot, but I have to say one more thing. Yes, they cannot be friends. They can be closer than friends, like sisters, but only if they find someone who deserves it. I used to overthink a lot during my freshman year. "Allah, who can I trust? Only my mother , but what about others?" Now I have the most important women in my life. Why do I say women? Because they are truly mentally strong.

They give me hope when I call crying because of my classes. They can talk to me for hours about our future and how we should treat each other, expressing all their opinions. They constantly remind me that I am beautiful, help me deal with my insecurities, and spend time cooking for me. They listen and comfort me when I cry. They cancel meeting with other friends because of me. They are happier about my achievements than I am and have never felt jealous.

Allah has blessed me so much that I don't know what kinda good thing I have done to meet and be with such women🫂

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