Warmly, quietly and with lots of compassion to myself.
Today also marks my dear mother’s birthday, my Capricorn sister and teacher.
Physically absent since 2017, but gladly our bond and love transcends realms so always present with me.
I have an audition today, with 3 different actings scenes. Very thrilling and exciting, little nervous but calm at the same time? While practicing at home and learning lines and words, I discover revelation about vulnerability, coming to acceptance of acting out certain emotions such of fear, panic or simply “telling a story” from the past. Being okay to look silly realizing even ugly crying, stuttering and projecting fear when all done sincerely and committed only empowers and strangely excites me to do more of.