scribbled diary

too tired to keep this channel active as it used to be! barely get time😶

i’d walk through the darkest corners of your mind and still love all of it.

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Unfortunately life doesn't wait for you to be okay. Get up and keep going

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December! give me a chance to breathe. This year's been a goddamn rollercoaster, and I'm barely hanging on. I don't need fireworks or grand gestures, just a little peace and quiet. Let the days stretch out, slow and lazy. Give me nights where I can sleep without a head full of worries. Strip away the chaos, just for a while. Let me sit in the sun, feel the warmth, and remember what it's like to be human. December, bring me some stillness in this chaotic world. Give me a break, a moment to catch my breath before the grind starts again. That's all I'm asking for.

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i don’t regret what i did for some people but you won’t see me doing it again.

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you expect too much out of people that show you exactly what they have to offer & that’s why you're left heartbroken. start accepting things for exactly what they are not what you imagine they could be.

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I ignore y'all texts cause i truly want you to find your soulmate & it ain’t me ;)

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It took me a while to realise that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep with is meant to make a home within us. Not every person we want to spend our whole lives with is meant to be a forever. Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes they come to teach us how not to love, how not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. yes, sometimes people leave-but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains. It's harsh to say, but sometimes we need to accept the reality and move on for good.

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trust your heart enough to walk away where it does not belong anymore. you belong where your efforts are appreciated. you belong where your soul is understood. you deserve to feel at peace. be where you can be the best version of you.

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i was desired. but never loved. i was a choice. but never chosen. i was a maybe. but never the one.

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I'll never let the world know how many pieces it shattered into. it's between me & god. it will always be.

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stop sending long paragraphs & messages explaining how you feel, just don't say anything. I've learned that it doesn't matter what you say, if they don't care they just don't. And nothing you say will change that. Keep your guard up. Don't waste your time and energy.

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A part of u still loves them. Still holds onto the memories you shared w them. But that's the problem the moment u fall in love. u never quite forget the first person who hurt u.. & u never come back quite the same. Love does that to u. It changes u. sometimes for the better. sometimes for the worse.

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I don't fear death!
but even if there's
a slighest chance
that this is how the
world ends
then my greatest loss
would be
dying without
seeing you,
without listening
to your voice
for one last time

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my heart feels it whenever i see someone breaking in love. someone’s waking up to a throbbing chest with no desire to move out of their bed, wishing they could just sleep more but they can't. someone’s hitting the gym early morning because they couldn’t sleep at all. someone stopped listening to their favourite songs because they haunt them. but guess what no one ever comes out of this whole, you know? but break. break all you want if that’s how you can really let go. just make sure you don’t break the same way twice.

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I would never apologize for the way I healed myself from the damages you caused.

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in my daydreams. in my wishes. in my ifs, coulds & woulds. i thought, if hands could write realities, i would write your name next to mine.

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A person doesn’t have to only drain u with arguments and fights. They can drain u with lack of communication, lack of trust, lack of empathy, lack of apologizing, lack of acknowledgment and lack of fulfilling your love language. Know the red flags

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the wounds of today will turn into scars after a few days or even years, these scars won't hurt you anymore, but they'll be there forever to remind you of all the things you've been through, the moments that almost killed you, but you fought and made yourself who you are. stay strong.

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broken hearts that choose to be quiet speak such a beautiful language if you listen to them carefully

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I know sometimes u feel lonely, but going back to them isn't the answer. u deserve more than recycled moments of false comfort. There's a whole world out there ready to offer u genuine connections if u're open to it.

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there's nothing I would not do for people who are mine. i have no notion of loving people by halves. I'd cross oceans, jump mountains, and what not just for that tiny smile on their lips.

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

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You're the weakest person if you have awakened love within someone without the intention of loving them forever.

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if you find yourself questioning about where you stand in someone's life. you already got the answer.

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hey! been a while 👀

what if for once I was the poem and not the poet.

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Most people aren't worth your time. But you're a lover. A believer. Someone who naturally cares. It's in your blood. In your soul. Looking for a way out. For a way to touch other people's lives. To try to save them. No matter how they treat you. You care too much. Love too much. Feel too much. And that's okay. But that's how you end up getting hurt. That's how you end up disappointed. But that's you. & one day, it'll all make sense. One day, you'll understand why you are the way you are.

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pain romanticized is still pain. it doesn't hurt any less. not all scars are beautiful. not all wounds heal. sometimes when you are left with no choice, you move, you crawl, you scream, but you don't turn around. you do not have to be the one who stays back in the empty house. you might as well be the one who burns it to ashes & never look back.

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at this point it shouldn't matter who is against you and who is with you, you've already wasted enough time building permanent places in your heart for temporary people, call it being choosy but pls don't allow negative & selfish people to let in, you only allow genuineness and authenticity

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I don't remember falling in love with you. I just remember holding your hand realising how much it would hurt when I have to let it go.

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The day you find yourself, you will realise that lovers are not meant to take you on a journey but walk alongside you, they're not meant to fulfil you but appreciate how complete you are in yourself. Lovers are not meant to break your heart each day, and they're not meant to make you feel unworthy or unloved. The day you find yourself, you will realise how incredibly magnificent you are imperfect, yes, but - filled with so much goodness and light that you will strive to be even better each day. The day you find yourself will be the most beautiful day, because after that, you will never accept less than what you deserve.

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you ever been so disappointed in someone that you forgive them & don't say anything, but in your head you detach yourself from them completely

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Some people don't really love you. They are around just because they like what you do for them. They like that you're always there, making them feel safe, listening to them, and being dependable when things get tough.

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It's not fair to accuse someone of having trust issues if you've given them reasons to doubt you, especially if you've lied to them before. Trust is built on honesty, and without it, doubt and mistrust are natural responses.

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someone who is truly right for u will go to great lengths to be with u, putting in the effort & showing their commitment. They won’t use obstacles as excuses to avoid being with u. Instead of hiding or making excuses, they’ll face difficulties to build a relationship w/ u

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imagine coming back to internet after a few weeks just to find out that your channel doesn't exist anymore!

wasn't active for past the few weeks. whats up w/ the ceo of telegram? will it affect this app as well?

It's never too late to start over. Life is a series of chapters, & every day presents a new opportunity to turn the pg. Starting over doesn't mean erasing the past; it means learning from it, drawing strength from experiences, & using them as stepping stones to a new beginning

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slow down for a while. be patient with yourself. you are going in the right direction. you are growing, you are evolving. your presence is beautiful. making yourself happy is a sign of your progress. it's okay to be in this moment rather than torturing yourself to find your great purpose. stop overthinking

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Now I have to remember you for longer than I have known you

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show empathy and kindness for no reason. be a good person for no reason. smile and laugh for no reason. flaunt the kind parts of you. make someone smile for no reason. the world needs your random kind gestures, the world needs people who love deeply despite their broken hearts.

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Maybe you don't need a new relationship. Maybe what you need is, to put a little moretime and love into the one you already have i.e yourself.

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i’ve never encouraged false positivity.
be sad when you’re sad, cry if you must, be angry if you are. let it out. then let it go, honor your emotions, but always choose to dwell the positive ones

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the best type of relationships are when yesterdays disagreement doesn't stop today's communication

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Strategies to overcome procrastination:

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1. Concentrate on forming habits by taking small steps forward everyday.

-- for example ; if you want to finish a 500 page book. Start by reading 10 pages daily, not 100 pages daily.


2. Just start working

--Force yourself to start and to make the first step. The hardest step is always the first step. Once you take the first step you forget about procrastination and the job gets done.


3. Consider your energy levels

--Take regular breaks throughout the day (walk, stretch, eat, water, nap, etc.). Find your peak productive hours and push yourself. When your energy is getting low take those breaks.


4. Find ways to have more energy

--Get enough rest (7 – 8 hours), eat a healthy diet, exercise a few times a week, drink enough water, etc. Low energy typically leads to procrastination.


5. Overcome the fear of failure

--The fear of failure can lead to procrastination. Don't be afraid of failures. Learn from them and thrive.


6. Make sure perfectionism isn't holding you back

--Trying to get it perfect will lead to procrastination, and understanding that nothing will ever be perfect will help you beat procrastination. By breaking the habit you will go to places you would have never imagined before.


7. Create a to-do list

--Lists will help you feel like you're doing something, and crossing something off as "DONE" will keep you motivated. Making a list will reduce the risk that you forget to do something.


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