If you are going to love me,, here are some things that you should know.
I cry often,,
Whether its during a movie, sad song, or a reguler Sunday morning. I will cry when i speak of things that have hurt me, even if they no longer hurt anymore.
Im afraid of being left and im afraid of not being good enough.
I will tell you the ways in which i hate myself, and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with every reason.
You can tell me you love me countless time but i will still be afraid of you leaving me.
But don't blame yourself.
I have to expect the worst cus i have always gotten the worst.
When i fall in love with you,, i will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes.
I will fall in love with the way you look while you are sleeping and the way your mouth curves when you say my name.
I can be difficult to love,, but for me loving you will always be so easy.
All i ask is you don't give up on me,, and the return i will never give up on you.
I cry often,,
Whether its during a movie, sad song, or a reguler Sunday morning. I will cry when i speak of things that have hurt me, even if they no longer hurt anymore.
Im afraid of being left and im afraid of not being good enough.
I will tell you the ways in which i hate myself, and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with every reason.
You can tell me you love me countless time but i will still be afraid of you leaving me.
But don't blame yourself.
I have to expect the worst cus i have always gotten the worst.
When i fall in love with you,, i will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes.
I will fall in love with the way you look while you are sleeping and the way your mouth curves when you say my name.
I can be difficult to love,, but for me loving you will always be so easy.
All i ask is you don't give up on me,, and the return i will never give up on you.
