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1yr back i met this guy from dating app .we r in a situationship n once i had even asked him about our relation so he was like We r in the best one cz we don't have anything to worry about We can enjoy being with each other without even a little sight of tensn n drama .still we meet once in a week n we get intimate . now m started to have really strong feelings for him .m jst confused should i confess my feelings to him?

All these thoughts make no sense and its like a fucking cracks in the glass and even slightest things can trigger a breakdown. The voices inside my head are so loud and no noise no music no distraction seems to be enough. Just fucking let me be free and isnt it cruel to tie the fucking chains of relationships and I got no choice but to choke since I was born. Sometimes I feel like I saw this coming and then I dont know why this is happening. Fuck everything. Even in the complete silence I can hear it just madness swirling its scary and it burns and so fucking burns I dont know how long I can take it.

Hi you, yes you. The guy who made me feel loved in this virtual world. I still remember the day we had first interaction, which i coudn't believe we end up so close and end up like this. Time flies so fast, and my love for you is getting bigger and bigger. I never had this feeling when you talk to me i feel happy, when u call me i feel like i'm being the happiest girl on earth. Hearing your voice even just for seconds it made me happy. I told my friends about you like crazy and post everything about you behind you just coz i love you. I made a channel about you even a sweet playlist on my spotify. I have a lot of your pictures on my gallery and you got your own album. I saved some sweet words from your text. I admire you a lot. Everything you did to me it never failed to make me happy, i love when we used to call us by sweet nicknames. You're so sweet and i love you more than anything, idk how many times i tell myself that i dont wanna lose you in my life, you really genuinely means a lot to me. You just don't know it and i really want u beside me so bad. Just so you know that i never loved someone this bad. I dont see nobody but you. But i know youre so good around girls and i didnt think i should tell you about how i feel to you coz i know i'm nothing. But it shocked me when you said you like me, i couldn't believe it until now 🥹..... You just always gives me butterlfies and the first guy who made me forgets about my insecurities and anything else. You always there to make me happy. I fell in love with you so fast bcz you were the first to treat me right and loved me for me.

I love the attentions and affections you gave me, and i tried my best to give you all i can give to you too. I gave you my love affections and everything u want like there is no other person in my whole life. But i realise, not everything will be the same. You changed, slowly. There is no sweet nicknames again and all things we used to talk back then is getting weird if we talk about it again, everything just getting cringe at this point. You started to change and acting like we never talked like months ago. You started to showing things which i notice you don't want us to talk like this again. You giving me mixed signals time to times and i'm not giving up cause i love you. I always trying so hard to keep us in touch, even when i feel you're not interested to talk to me. I always think about you all the time, but idk if you do the same thing. Slowly i'm feeling like i'm just the only one who do everything, as you slowly changed. It hurts me when you talk about other girls to me openly and you even still talking to them. But i bear with it, thinking maybe i'll get through it and thinking you'll realise it hurts me and u'll stop doing it. Slowly you hurting me.. even by little things you did, it hurts me so much and i still love you. It hurts me to see you changed a lot. I know you still talking to me, but the old you is not there anymore. I miss it. Sometimes i think maybe i should give up and move on, by making distance first. But i always failed and can't hold myself to text you after. I never act posssesive, i never say ily and i miss you that openly to you, i hold everything in my head just not to make u feel bothered and you'll see me as annoying person. But i realise that you never be that open to me. I sat and cried for hours until i couldn't breathe coz of you. Thinking why wasn't i good enough and why wont i ever be enough for anyone when all i do is show love to you. I already knew that you're changed but that didnt stop me from loving you genuinely coz deep down in my heart, i silently hoped that in those late night talks, those ilys and my constant validations of ur emotions you'd finally see me and feel at home.

I know most of you guys probably think don't fall in love with a person so bad especially when it's just on the internet. But i mentioned all what he made me feel and no one ever do that to me, he is that special. And people are different from experiencing love, so..

Now i'm in the stage of should i let go of you or stay. Both are making me hurt but leaving him is the thing which it'll hurt me the most. I still love you, but i feel like.. i'm getting tired on trying. Trying my best to be there for you, trying my best to comfort you, trying my best to make you happy, trying my best to ignore my feelings so i wont get hurt. But lately, it's so hard. One thing i want to say.. don't worry about me if i lose feelings, i'm not going anywhere, i'm not like the rest. I care about u and just wanna make u happy. I dont wanna lose you. Even tho maybe u didnt make it to the end of my story, i'll always have the corner folded down on your page, bcz its one of my favorites.

Until today, its still surprising me when you said u like me.
I love you, but you're not mine.

Wishing you a happiest birthday Umm🥳🥳🎂🎂.. lots of good wishes for you✨🤌.. hope u achieve massive success soon 🔥🔥👍

Today I want to say something. I am very inactive in social media. Having none to talk and being an introvert, I can't initiate to talk and to talk suddenly on any group like our paradise English group. But I read every message in paradise confession. I saw many have many problems for which they are depressed in life. They also can't talk with anyone online because they are afraid that someone will know their secret or their true nature. From them, a very few share their problems on paradise confession. I know that many have online friends to talk, but a few can't. They also feel lonely. So I am telling for them that I am a friend to talk here. You can message me @Anne275.

Please don't misunderstand me. I also want to talk but none. And I also want to help. I have suffered many mental problems in past. So I know how it feels to be alone, have none to talk, in depression and etc.
So please don't misunderstand me🥲🥲🥲

Okay so this one is for fun 😊.. how many of the girls know mia Khalifa and how did you come to know her🙃🙃..

I have gotten the covid vaccine about 20 times now. 4 Pfizer, 12 moderna, 4 Johnson. Once I got my first vaccine, I started cravings for it. There is something so great knowing I am reducing the spread of the coronavirus with each of them. I am feeling so empowered. I think I may be addicted ngl 😅. At least it won't kill me.

There might be lots of girls who want him. He's a really impressive, nice and respectful guy. Sometimes I feel jealous if he talks or does nice things to girls, bcs as a girl I know which one who only wants to be friends and which one who wants smth "special". Anyway, I was thinking about why I felt jealous when he clearly chose me. He chose me to be his special bb. He's not young btw, he's a really mature guy. I'm just a young silly girl who likes to babble all the time. I'm with him 24/7 and even though he was working, he called me and asked me to accompany him. What a sweet! I feel guilty that I've had bad thoughts abt him. I sincerely apologize. 🥺

U guys don't laugh 😭 Anyway, I'm a girl who's having a lot of trouble in my life and finding him was the greatest thing ever. He came to my life as a lover, a friend, and sometimes a teacher. Why do I say so? Ahhh so much thing can't be explained.

I know Telegram isn't a dating app, I used Telegram for studying and I have a big community for it. However, Isn't it more beautiful when u accidentally find a lover than installing a goddamn dating app on purpose to find a lover? Yea, u know what I mean~

Idk why did I write this romance story? It ain't me. Blame him for making me romantic lol. 🤣

I truly wrote this for u, my sugar boo.
If u read this, ik u will notice this is me.


Yours n only yours,
Bbg~

This is for @Foxtrotx I've been watching you talk with chat members and i found you funny enough and friendly then I saw you vibing with your Indian friends and that made me eager to talk to you ,but as i see you talking to soo many people i cant gather up courage to do so . I just wish to be close to you and if i don't text u please keep putting new profile pictures for me Love u.
Hint: i do once reacted to your text but you didn't noticed

I will never forgive you dad
Hope we won't meet again
Feels like I haven't used the term dad to mention you in ages
I really hate you more than anyone else and I really wanna let you know that you will never be part of my life ever again no matter what

She was my best friend and our friendship was so good that everyone in our school recognised us. We had a great time together in school untill she confessed to me that she secretly liked me since the past couple of years. Unfortunately I didn't felt the same and I told her that then and there and I also told her that this could ruin our friendship and I don't want that but she kept on saying that it's not true I also feel the same I just don't realise it. It took me a month to clear it all and she accepted it and said it's all ok. We continued to be what we were before and then we had our final exams and she got failed and then I got to know she was never over it and had a very bad time secretly and now her parents have sent her to a boarding school and neither I can not I am allowed to talk to her. It was all my fault and I feel sorry sad for her but I can't even talk to her. It's been few months since all this happened and now I think she was right and now I feel miserable. Since she was away from me I couldn't have a proper sleep. My whole life is disturbed. I don't know what to do please someone help me 😭😭😭

Hi everyone my confession is : I found this guy on an anonymous app last year and we started dating after 2 weeks of chatting
I was 19 back then and he 28
Tbh he was sooo handsome like unreal and he made me dream so much .. like he was always talking about the house we’ll buy when we get married … and he said he’ll pay my plane ticket so that we go to London for summer ., things like that.
I fell deep in love with him to the point that I talked to my parents about him but my parents were very reluctant on him and told me to stay cautious and not be too invested
And my mom said I should video call him to be sure he’s the one on the pics
I told him I want to video call but he always knew how to make me be patient by giving intelligent excuses
My instincts kept telling me something is not right but I let the video call matter go and didn’t asked again
After 3 months of dating I discovered he was a catfish
Nb never date online without doing video call first
I’m so ashamed 🤧🤧🤧

So I am here to confess that i am missing the confessions.. someone please write confessions.. if someone writes it we get to talk to some girls... You can even write made-up stories.. atleast there will be something to discuss with the women of the group.. it's a sincere request from a single boy😭😭..

It is time to forget the past and celebrate a new start. Happy New Year!❤️❤️❤️❤️🥳🥳✨✨✨