We were in the car, an October afternoon of two years ago now.
We were nothing to each other and yet we already had such a powerful conncetion that we undressed just by looking at each other.
I still remember those feelings today, which is why I will speak in the present tense.
We are in the car, parked in the autumn's sunlight, in a public car park overlooking a busy main road.
As we talk, he looks at me. And that's already an issue for me, as I can feel his eyes roaming every inch of my skin.
I move forward, lifting my back from the seat and resting my arms on the dashboard, with my face towards the window because my cheeks are red with shyness. He takes advantage of this and slips a hand under my shirt and caresses my back slowly, I can feel the skin curling and the muscles tensing with each footprint.
He comes closer and warms my neck with his breath as I slowly turn towards him with my eyes lowered.
His hand on my neck, the tongue that runs along it slowly, the warmth of his breath that makes it all even more intense.
His hand behind my back, his fingers leaving imprints in the dimples of Venus, my weak point.
His hand on my chest, he caresses it through the shirt and then pulls it up slowly.
Those fingers open up the intimacy of my breasts, making them hard and sensitive.
His hands everywhere, except there, where the hearth of my pleasure burns restlessly.
His lips speak to me, challenge me, define me, demand me, kiss me hard and then softly, then hard again.
And I remain helpless to pleasantly suffer every movement.
"Don't move too much"
He puts me in place with his words and I suffer even more, unable to disobey I hold back every spasm.
“Look at me,” he says, and I smile with my eyes closed.
“Look at me” I open my eyes just for a moment.
“Look at me! Look at me! I told you to look at me" he moves away from the kiss I long for and leaves me with a desire that burns stronger and stronger.
I stare into those green eyes aimed at mine and I remain still, surrendered and stripped of any possibility of emerging unscathed.
He kisses me hard and I moan, the desire rises and my heartbeat accelerates beyond belief.
I would like to feel him immediately, I crave it from the inside and my skin shows it,
my body shakes,
my face tells it.
He could read my mind if he wanted to.
His hands caress my hips then move further down to hold me tightly.
“You're driving me crazy” I whisper in his ear with a breath of air and my shaking voice. I pant without him touching me, the desire to have him and let go is so extreme that I burst into more intense moans and my legs can't hold back anymore.
My hand ends up on his jeans, right between his legs and feeling him so excited turns me on. He unbuttons himself, looks at me, I touch him, his gaze becomes serious and the situation doesn't improve. Now I just want to kiss his neck, lick it and move down his chest, bite his hips and slide my tongue over his sex and give him pleasure, make him enjoy it and watch him enjoy it at the mercy of my actions.
Just that thought, and my voice can no longer hold back.
I squirm without moving, my mind is full of thoughts that my body cannot show.
We are in the sunlight, the inside of the car is now misty, he looks at me and stops me.
We have to go.