Broken mess🌌

ተመስገን አምላኬ። It doesn’t go unnoticed and as “just life”, I feel, I see and I’m endlessly grateful ለሁሉም ፣ ተመስገን።

What makes your heart sing?

Shim shim to the academic pressure🤧

Looking back now, it wasn’t as nasty as I had always thought. It was bitter and hurtful, mainly petty. For all the times I thought back on that conversation, my thoughts were so deeply attached to how I felt in the moment. It’s pitiful witnessing something so beautiful turn into something so ugly, so much love that couldn’t be expressed in any other way except in trying to hurt each other, to show the other person just how hurt you yourself were. I guess that is just how far the passion ran, it’s beautiful. I never thought there’d be a day where I’d look back and find peace in it, beauty even; be able read it without hearing your voice and mine screaming at each other but instead just 2 people who loved each other reflecting the pain of not having the other anymore. Desperately grasping at the idea of closure, trying to show that you’re fine without the other person, the need to show the other person your wounds are healing while trying to rip the skin at theirs, to expose the ugly in an attempt to get past things. It’s kinda beautiful.



p.s would not recommend. put that block button to work.🫶🏽

“together is a beautiful place to be”

tears are prayers too.

By standing in the void you create to encompass yourself within and waiting for someone to come and save you from your self-imposed emptiness, you entrap your savior in the void of who you choose to be.

Sincerely, someone who was once trapped in the void of you.

“may your homesick tears water the seeds of your dreams”

Oh, to be a 20 something trying to figure life out, not having a thing figured out but doing life regardless... it’s everything 🫶🏽

To be human, such a beautiful experience. To be… human.

"... thinking about just how much they've seen us grow, from being so tiny and so completely dependent on them to now being people of our own and having to leave them behind in the emptiness of the space we took up, in the silence of our absence. A gaping hole the size of 3 beautiful people with opinions and beliefs and so much personality. I feel for them so much, it's so heartbreaking having to leave these people that you love and adore so much to be a human of your own but that's the humanity of it all I guess, the cycle of becoming..."

l overcome every fucking thing. I need to stop tripping.

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forgive yourself.

as many times as you need to.

see you for all you are.

my latest song obsession, recommended after an overnight of listening to the deepest parts of my heart and soul. I love you all, wishing you some ease and calm.🫶🏽

Beautiful, sculpting pain. It was worth it, not for what was but what is. In this moment, in this end result that can be described as nothing but art, a thousand suns over.

“someone that listened even when they couldn’t understand”

I walk in the light of God, I’m untouchable.

Pieces of Cyprus I’ll miss pt. 2. If I had to pick “my spot” this would be it. In this beautiful cafe I learned to sit still and be with myself, to enjoy my company, that taking myself out on dates is just as important as any other date. Before this cafe, I used to be so anxious sitting out alone, have a coffee or a meal alone. I’ve come here to study for my exams, to sit with my feelings, to share my spot with people I once held close to my heart, to read my books, to runaway from thoughts of my future, to journal, to cry from just how much I missed my mom, to see the chubby cat that’s always there, to just be. This one feels bittersweet to have to let go of, I will truly miss this beautiful place.

A little piece of Cyprus that I’ll miss. Sitting right where I am, I’ve cried, laughed, fallen in love, wanted to drop out of school, had endless fights, kissed someone, found stolen moments, taken endless sunset photos, grieved, considered ending my life, sat down and found peace, journaled heartbreaking parts of my life, talked to God, made beautiful memories, and so much more. As I start this series of memorable places in Cyprus that have made me who I am today, I’m so grateful for all the memories, all the beautiful moments, all the love, all the sadness, all the joy, all the everything, I’m so endlessly grateful to it all.

You have to first “be” before you “become”

forgiving people feels so freeing, not having to carry the weight of you even in the form of anger is so relieving.

Honestly, someday I hope I’m able to put into words these overwhelming feelings of love and happiness and gratefulness and just being so so so full of faith in everything. Right now all I can really say is, choose to love and be loved; consequences be damned, choose to be light and soft and don’t let this world mould you into something you don’t wanna be, choose to be happy and see life in rose colored lenses because you deserve to live through that, choose to find your happiness within, without and all around you, choose to be grateful for all that you are and love yourself and the world around you, choose to notice what your life actually is and step into your life. As stupid as it sounds, tomorrow is never promised so choose to be who you want to be and be today. You are one. You are only. You are you. Experience you the way you’re meant to be experienced.

In, out and all around me, endlessly grateful to it all🤲🏽

God is so beautiful. He made us so intricately, in a world so big he paid so much attention to the details on each and everyone of us, in everything we’re surrounded by and for everyone individually to be as they are. To hold and be ‘beauty’.

I’m so blessed besmeam, uffey🤲🏽

“ድስት ግጣሙን አያጣም”

Honestly being back home feels more and more like a test to my personality, the more I stay the more I hate the person I am, I feel the gap between who I am and who my surrounding drags me to be. I find myself constantly asking “why did I just do that?” “why did I say that? that was so unnecessary.” and I genuinely hate it!

🤝🏽

Learn to tolerate less.

At the end of the day, fuck everything else. Stand on your own two feet and ground yourself, hold yourself accountable, talk to yourself, find who you are and heal your traumas. Everything else is just noise, unnecessary noise. People, places, circumstances, everything, it’s all just NOISE. None of it matters.

Ignore it and find you. You’ll fall in love with the process of discovering yourself the same way you do other people and other things. Find out who you are so you can live without postponing your happiness, so you can pursue the things you want authentically, so your happiness comes from inside and not an achieved goal.

Everything you’ll ever need to be who or what you want; you already have! So fuck it all! Life is too short to get lost in the whirlwind and lose years of your life to things that eventually won’t matter. 🫶🏽

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