2/3 “And I advise them to add the feminine nun to their descriptions and names and the feminine taa to their actions, for they are more deserving of it and worthy of it.” Pray to God for me, my brothers, that He accepts me as a martyr tomorrow, for I hope to meet Him, and I long to bear witness before Him for my nation, my era, and my time. I long to bear witness against the rulers of humiliation and treason. I want to bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every ruler who abandoned our Jerusalem, our Palestine, and our people. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who cut off the miserable and meager aid to our children in obedience to his master in the White House. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who extended his hand to the Jews and cut it off from his Muslim brothers. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who fought his people and abandoned the war of his enemies. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who lived for his throne instead of his people and every one who sold his country in exchange for his rule. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who displaced the honorable people of his nation and his subjects and replaced them with drummers, flutes, and those who glorify Him in order to restore order to the Jews and those who support them. I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against every one who makes excuses of inability while he purges the nation of those capable of change out of fear! That change may reach him, I bear witness before Him, the Almighty, against everyone who stole the nation’s money and transferred it to his own account and the account of his family, relatives and supporters, and left his people panting after crumbs so that he could not think about the calamities that are raining down on the head of this nation. I long to reach my Lord as a witness against the scholars of this nation who were preoccupied with fatwas on marriage and divorce from the cannonballs and missiles that are raining down on us, and who were preoccupied with fatwas on usury and its permissibility from the Jews’ permissibility of our blood, honor, homes and trees, and who were preoccupied with fatwas on obeying the ruler and not rebelling against him and praying for his reform from the matter getting out of the hands of the nation and from obeying the ruler and his allegiance to the enemy. I want to testify that they are mute devils who only say what will perpetuate their positions, perpetuate their livelihood, and perpetuate their health. They interpret what is no longer open to interpretation, and remain silent about the truth where there is no longer open to silence. They ward off strife, they claim, where there is no longer strife. Rather, we have reached the catastrophe while they are asleep, watching. They fight each other, accuse of disbelief, immorality, innovation, and misguidance whomever they want from their brothers in faith. Then they remain silent about the ruler and his hateful sins, and command people to listen and obey, and shout in the faces of critics: This is the lesser of two evils. I want to testify specifically about the Sheikh of Al-Azhar, Tantawi Abdul Mubarak, which I will not reveal to you because it is a secret between me and my Creator. I want to testify against those who call themselves the intellectuals and elites of this nation, who rise up and do not sit down when the ruler points his finger, and their tongues are released like the tongues of biters, reaching three times the length of their bodies, and they devour the flesh of the loyal sons of the nation who dare to speak ill of the ruler’s dog, and then their tongues return to their throats to swallow it if the ruler points another finger. The elites who are lost between appeasing the ruler and speaking the truth, between preserving one’s life and preserving one’s dignity. After my martyrdom tomorrow, God willing, you will hear a lot of talk about me throwing myself into perdition.