ASSIGNMENT: For one day only! 24-hours — Don't judge with words; Don't judge with looks, body language, or gestures; Don't judge with emotions; And don't judge with thoughts.
JLP prays that you don't have hope. You want to go to God hopeless, lonely, lost, and out of it. Go to him as you are in fear and trembling. Live with the Hell. He will save you from it.
You've identified all your life with the Hell as you, and don't want to give up your Hell.
Why you attack back when attacked — because you believe that there's a "you." You falsely believe that there's someone there who needs to be defended. You're blind.
It's two devils fighting.
When you see clearly there's no one there to attack, you lay your weapons down, let your thrills go.