Can I appreciate this? How strong you are. It was so freaking hard for you, right, very very very hard that you thought you can never laugh again, maybe you can never be happy again, like yes look back we all have that one moment where we were at the edge of depression , where nothing feels right, where you thought it will be easy if you will just die. But you did it you survive. Let's stop, lets stop thinking of everything and take a moment to think of it that how amazingly you did this all, you are living this life first time and you don't know what is going to happen in next moment still you are moving ahead without giving up. Many ppl did, many give up and lost there one given life but you didn't, you didn't cuz you know you are strong enough to handle this all, you know that these all are temporary and yes these are temporary situations. One day you are going to be the happiest.
- Put on headphones, close your eyes and then listen to this video.
I'm so proud of you โค๏ธ